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Sei nata tu e la mia vita è partita da zero/ You were born and my life has started back from scratch

Domenica 20 maggio 2012 mi è cambiata la vita in poche ore

148752_10150857836422362_1275344312_nDomenica 20 maggio 2012 mi è cambiata la vita in poche ore… sì, perché alla 36esima settimana, con un mese di anticipo, alle quattro di quella mattina ho rotto le acque e la mia bambina sarebbe venuta al mondo 3 ore più tardi. Ma non  iniziò tutto così. No, perché una donna diventa mamma nel momento stesso in cui scopre di essere incinta o per lo meno, per me è stato così.485271_10150715147692362_1270722481_n Otto mesi prima una delle mie più care amiche mi fece notare il mio ritardo: “Nicole, guarda che dovrebbero esserti già arrivate .“ No, Erika non mi sono nemmeno passate…” Le avevo risposto ridendo, incredula del fatto che potessi essere incinta. Andai in farmacia a comprare il test, ma non lo dissi a nessuno.  Feci il test ed ero talmente incinta che le linee uscirono all’istante. In sei settimane disse poi il ginecologo. Ricordo che decisi di stare zitta per tre giorni. Non lo dissi a nessuno! Nemmeno a lui, che ne avrebbe avuto tutto il diritto, ma quella gioia, quel regalo immenso che la vita mi stava facendo volevo godermelo per un momento da sola. 384472_10151101225797362_1503483028_nE poi un mercoledì sera preparai una scatola con un fiore all’esterno e all’interno ci misi il test, lui mi guardò,  si mise a piangere e in quel momento diventammo genitori…. Beh,  lui ci mise un po’ di più a capirlo…  La gravidanza fu un periodo per me meraviglioso, del parto non ho ricordi così dolorosi, forse perché è durato poco o forse perché ho la soglia del dolore altissimo, così mi disse Mara l’ostetrica. 379339_10151311239307362_1263228238_nPoi tutto si è fermato, tutto si è azzerato, come se nel momento in cui è nata Ginevra anch’io fossi rinata, fuori da quell’ospedale mi attendeva una vita lontana mille chilometri da quella che avevo condotto fino allora. 303635_10151240474417362_1914862831_n Una vita più complessa forse, ma sicuramente più bella, tutto dal quel momento ha assunto un senso diverso, più consapevole e grande!66786_10151649022517362_1278086215_n Devo ringraziare Ginevra per questi due anni meravigliosi! Per aver riempito con i suoi sorrisi di luce la nostra vita!111 Per essere sempre così attiva, per avermi insegnato che il tempo scorre velocemente.1383033_10151741747312362_527863047_n Per avermi fatto scoprire tantissime cose che non sapevo! Grazie vita mia! Tanti auguri, dolci e colorati! Ti amo tanto,tanto, tanto…OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA1625516_10152131220007362_717337227497651215_n

On Sunday May 20th, 2012 in a few hours my life has changed…yes, because as I was 36 weeks pregnant, one month early, at four o’clock in the morning, my waters broke and my baby came into the world three hours later. But it didn’t start like this…no, because a woman becomes a mother in the same time as she finds out she’s pregnant, or at least for me it was like that… Eight months before, one of my closest friends pointed out that I was late: “Nicole, you should have already had your period this month…”. “No, Erika, I didn’t even finish my last one yet…” I replied laughing, and doubting that I could be pregnant, I went to the pharmacy and bought a test…I didn’t tell anyone… I took the test and I was so pregnant that the little lines popped out even before the expected time…six weeks pregnant, said my doctor afterwards… I remember that I decided to keep it a secret for three days…I didn’t say a word to anybody! Not even him, who would have had the right to know, but that happiness, that amazing gift that life was donating me, I just wanted to enjoy it all by myself for a moment…and then, on a Wednesday night, I prepared a box with a flower on the outside, and put the test inside, he looked at me, started crying, and in that moment we became parents… Well, it took him a little longer to realize it… Pregnancy was for me a wonderful time, I don’t remember being in such pain as I was giving birth, maybe because it didn’t last long or maybe because my pain threshold is so high, according to what Mara, the obstetrician, said. Then everything stopped, everything reset, as if in the moment when Ginevra was born, I was reborn too, out of that hospital, a totally different life was waiting for me…a more complex life perhaps, but certainly more amazing, and then, starting from that moment, everything was going to have a different meaning, bigger and more conscious! I want to thank Ginevra for these two beautiful years! For lighting up our lives and filling them with smiles! For always being so active and for teaching me that time runs fast…for making me discover so many things I wasn’t aware of! Thank you my love! Happy, sweet and colorful birthday! I love you so much…so, so much!

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